Existential Angst

A man marooned
in the middle of an endless sea.
swims for miles
but never reaches the reef.
Memories from the past.
Memories of people and
memories of moments,
pass by
like it was another world, another time
happening to another person
that wasnt I
The pain of lost feelings
lost in the turbulence of thoughts
and silence,
to reflect the loss of loss
are the seconds
in the big wall clock.
And suddenly
memories drain with the wave
as sand of time slips away
Nothingness.
Emptiness.
Wait.
Hope.
This will end before the end.